Monthly Archives: May 2012

You are the Christ Mysterty too!!!

May 28, 2012

Pentecost & Ascension

The celebration of Ascension Thursday was May 27 and Pentecost Sunday was yesterday. This is a piece I wrote for the men at the Main Jail. Today I am strongly led to share this inspiration with everyone.

The celebration of The Ascension and Pentecost Sunday come and go and I don’t think we give those celebrations much thought, at least I haven’t in the past.

Part of it I think has to do with the evolution of our consciousness. I remember as a child, religious teaching was different. As a Catholic we were not allowed to read the bible and discern the teaching on our own. The negative side of religion was strongly taught. We were taught that we were sinners and that in order to go to heaven we had to obey the ten commandments and all the church rules. What I know today and rely on totally is what Jesus said, “I did not come to abolish the law but to fullfill it” and that’s what he did. We are no longer bound by the law but, by the grace of God we live and breath, change and grow…. and one day we will consciously live the Divine life that we were created for. We are slowly but surely waking up to the truth of who we are.

Today I celebrate The Ascension as part of my existence. Today I know that Jesus died for our sins but also know that the day of Ascension was the day of his final stage of human life and every human life as we knew it then. When he ascended, he connected Earth and Heaven, Human and Divine, Matter and Spirit. We all became one. On that day the material world returned to its spiritual Source. Uniting us with the Holy Spirit and with God the Father completely. And thereby completing what he came to do, he came to release the power of the Holy Spirit into the Universe. Creating the Christ Consciousness that we are all invited into and are slowing waking up to.

Jesus told the Apostles He would send us a helper. And that’s what happened on the day of Pentecost. Everyone….. not just the apostles were filled with the power of the Holy Spirit. The fruits of the spirit were planted in us. Like any seed that is planted it needs to be fertilized and cultivated. These gifts of the spirit need to be acknowledged and developed within ourselves.

These gifts are: Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness , generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. All these gifts will manifest in our lives if we live in the awareness of the Holy Spirit to help us. We can do nothing by ourselves but with the Helper that Jesus sent we can develop all these gifts. Stay with this startling truth in the days ahead, and it will rearrange your mind and heart, and change the way you see everything, because you are the Christ Mystery too!!!

Let your prayer be….”Come Holy Spirit Come”

Remember to feed your soul….remembering that you are…..The Christ Mystery too!!!




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May 18, 2012


Step three is about surrender. Giving up compulsive overeating compared to the pain of aging was a piece of cake. By the grace of God the strong impulse to overeat has lessened to the point where it is not a problem in my face 24/7. I can’t say that I never overeat but I can say that the compulsion is not the debilitating challenge of thirty years ago. O.K. so having said that here’s what I want to say about my aging.

I really don’t want to write this because it means I have to take a good look at myself and what is going on with me personally in this process.

There’s a part of me that wants to put on a happy face and pretend that all is well so everyone will think I’m aging “gracefully.” Aging gracefully is my goal but I am nowhere near that state yet!!!

In step four I’m told to take a vigorously honest look at myself and tell the truth about what is going on. Then step five says to admit to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of my wrongs. So here goes.

God has heard all this numerous times but now it’s time for me to get it off my chest, by writing to you my readers and thereby opening my heart to what is my part in all this pain.

Aging is not for the weak hearted, weak minded….weak anything for that matter. Staying on course by being true to myself, reaching out for help at any cost, speaking my truth with love, being patient and kind in all my communications, even when I‘m cranky and could be mean spirited…. for me is very difficult. I know NOW…. first hand….. why old people are cranky and mean.

I’ve been in a tug of war with my hip pain and my heart. The hip pain is physical and the heart pain is emotional. The hip pain is in my body the heart pain is in my emotions and directly connected to my physical pain and to the challenges of my family life. Right in the middle of this storm is where I want to be. I want to move into the eye of the storm right into arms of my Loving Father, where healing occurs and peace and joy reside and angels rejoice.

The hip pain scares me sometimes. I know that when I cave into the fear of what the hip tells me, I get depressed and cranky and the pain gets worse.

Also there is lots going on in my family that is distressing to say the least. I’m not going to bore you with the details but I do need to tell you that I also find it difficult not to cave into the fear and worry of all that. This is no different than caving into the fear of what my hip tells me. Same negative consequences in both cases.

All of the above is hard work and takes a lot of energy. Paying close attention to my thoughts, bringing my attention back to the present moment when my hip or family worries want to take me elsewhere…. takes a lot of energy. However I’ve learned that it’s in the present moment that the arms of my heavenly Father embrace me and love me through the pain. Preparing me to be ready to have all my defects of character removed.

There’s and old Hymn called Blessed Assurance and these verse I find comforting.

Perfect submission (surrender), perfect delight,

Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;

Angels descending bring from above

Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.

These words have the power to put me in the arms of my heavenly Father, where all is well….all is truly well.

When I think about what is going on for me right now and if I’m truly honest these are my shortcomings as I see them in this moment, fear, worry, lack of faith, lack of love, impatience and pride.

So that’s where I am today with the aging process.

My saving grace is in the next three steps of recovery….

Step Six says, “Were ready to have God remove all these defects of character.”

Yes! I’m now ready for more help with these challenges. I am ready to be healed, to be more peaceful, loving and filled with joy. I willing and I’m ready and I’m doing the necessary steps to get to this place. I am truly powerless over my life and am ready to let go more and more until the ultimate letting go. God it’s all in Your hands now, please take me to the next step.

Step Seven says, and I comply….“I humble ask that You, my God to please remove my shortcomings.”  Today on a deeper level I know I can not do this by myself and just like the fierce compulsion to overeat stole my peace and joy thirty years ago and was healed by my God, these defects will be healed as well. Amen!!!

Step Eight and Nine are also Step Ten for me.

Step ten says: Continue to take personal inventory and when we are wrong, promptly admit it.

Well the fear and worry are acts against myself. Doing this inventory is my way of making amends to me. I’m the one that suffers when I let fear and worry creep in. I also make amends to myself by being gentle, kind and loving when I fall short, looking always for progress and not perfection. I’m never going to do this perfectly.

When I’m impatient, cranky and mean spirited I apologize. My husband gets the brunt of those defects and by the grace of God he forgives me over and over and over. Lord please help me let Your love permeate my life and spill over on all people I come in contact with. I know that with you all things are possible….into your hands I commend my spirit and trust You are transforming me from the inside out.   Amen!!!

Thank you all for listening. May God continue to bless all of us and all that we do.

Remember to feed your soul!!!



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